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Sadist II (Produced by Notebook)

from The Fringe by Notebook.

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I wear the Mark of the Beast
it's on the arm of my sleeve
everything is not what it seems

some things seem sweet enough to pull me to the feast
but, nobody ever told me that the beauty was a beast
that part of me nobody sees is all in pieces
I'm breathing, but barely alive to feel my heart repeating
each breath, three steps, the floor? I'm against it
I wear a scar, and now it's deeper the more I'm regretting
but, it's nothing but love
gave you a hug in the front of the corner store, and then remembered the mark that you left

I'm a hopeful romantic, even though you're a shadow
of impulsive and manic searches for satisfaction
can't blame you for nothing got to take it and look away to my imagination
maybe I had it coming
I'm a hopeful romantic, even though you're a shadow
of impulsive and manic searches for satisfaction
can't blame you for nothing, but what you gave me's crazy
hasn't faded. safely, I'll contain it

I try to see through to you
but, it's like I'm see-through to you
I'm losing cool. I'm losing cool.
Can you meet at the theater and we can work it out?
I'm not a fan of word of mouth
or playing telephone with all these faces in the crowd
All I really want is trust
less hate, more love
not a lot, but enough

some things seem sweet enough to pull me to the feast
but, nobody ever told me that the beauty was a beast
I want someone to hold but I'm under control of a creep, not as mellow
singing falsetto. her vibrato rings like a cell-phone
Medusa's calling. the serpents tangle together
mingle and shed their skin and continue crawling at the surface
of my spine, climbing from the bottom to my neck. I'm enchanted
playing hard to get? I'm quite the passionate kind that can't quit
overactive in the moment; but holding back is a practice I've got to let go of
you opened me up in hopes to show me the fun of being uncontrolled. I don't think that you know what you've done
promiscuous. they hate you and think you're ridiculous, but I'm into it
there's more to the picture if you dig into the pixels
mixed emotion, but within, I know it..
the lesson I'm presented with is potent
so, let's sip the potion

(Hook)

I'm a hopeful romantic, even though you're a shadow
of impulsive and manic searches for satisfaction
can't blame you for nothing...
meet me at the theater and we can work it out

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from The Fringe, released October 31, 2014

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Notebook. Morgantown, West Virginia

Notebook. is an Alternative / Hip-Hop Musician that has been breaking down the boundaries between genres for seventeen years, all while putting his graphic, movie-like journey sonically on display. Limitation in Art is not a rule that he abides by, and the extreme highs and gut-wrenching lows of Notebook.'s life-experience is what also makes his work so relatable. ... more

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