Lilith

by Notebook.

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Give me a sign that I'm safe and sound. Withering time. My haven's bound... in the collide as I wait this out. (Don't call. Don't come.) In the eye of the storm, we gaze around. Wash the dirt from my face for now. Holding hands so we escape the drown. (Don't call. Don't come.) We'll arrive one day. We'll survive someway. Feel the fire numb pain... You're a Wild Thing. You're a Wild Thing. Sleepy-eyed? Awake. Keep them wide. Sustain. We could die, some say. You're a Wild Thing. You're a Wild Thing. (Hook): It seems like I am stuck inside a hallucination. I don't know if this is real or something that I just made up. It seems like I am stuck inside a hallucination. From Night 'til Day... I'm startin' to like this place. Selling dreams; Velvet Themes. Momentary Requiem. Terror weeps heavily... (Don't call. Don't come.) I'll tell you some more 'cause you crave the sound. Give you a tale to bring grace around. "At Eternity's Gate," it grows faint. Oh my... (Don't call. Don't come.) We'll arrive one day. We'll survive someway. Feel the fire numb pain... You're a Wild Thing. You're a Wild Thing. Sleepy-eyed? Awake. Keep them wide. Sustain. We could die, some say. You're a Wild Thing. You're a Wild Thing. (Hook): It seems like I am stuck inside a hallucination. I don't know if this is real or something that I just made up. It seems like I am stuck inside a hallucination. From Night to Day... I'm startin' to like this place. Under this full moon, it'll be done soon...
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Blow my mind... She looks like danger. Why would I tame her? Scandalous. No hesitation in me. We let our faith burn. Don't need a savior. It's how we be. (That's the way it goes.) Bonnie and Clyde. Fucking killers. Hop in this ride. This is Thriller. Once you're inside, it gets no realer. Break me down. (That's the way it goes.) Hurt me like you love me, and I'll do the same to you. Kept it undercover and I had to play it cool. Swore you had the upper-hand, but no, I ain't a fool. It's all a game to me. It's all a game to me. I learned that nothing ever is the way it seems. It's okay. I see through what I'm made to see. My love, come right in, and you can take a seat. We'll play Russian Roulette with our tongues and shake it free. (Hook): Shake it free. Shake it, shake it, shake it free. I've heard it all and there is no words you can say to me. You can save it. Save it, save it, save it please. Don't you complicate it. All this silence is the thing we need. Shake it free. Shake it, shake it, shake it free. I've heard it all and there is no words you can say to me. You can save it. Save it, save it. We can't speak unless our truth is fully naked. I feel her anger. It really makes her... look so pretty throwin' all that hate against me. She'll love me later. Ain't nothing greater. That's how we be. (That's the way it goes.) Bonnie and Clyde. They're lookin' bitter. Hop in this ride. We'll make 'em tremor. Once you're inside, it gets no realer. Break me down. (That's the way it goes.) All of this is getting in the way. Stop the competition. It's insane. Well, let's get it if you really want to play. I don't stop and I don't quit, and you're the same. But, together, we could really make 'em pay. Fuckin' savage; kickin' ass and taking names. My love, come right in, and you can take a seat. We'll play Russian Roulette with our tongues and shake it free. (Hook): Shake it free. Shake it, shake it, shake it free. I've heard it all and there is no words you can say to me. You can save it. Save it, save it, save it please. Don't you complicate it. All this silence is the thing we need. Shake it free. Shake it, shake it, shake it free. I've heard it all and there is no words you can say to me. You can save it. Save it, save it. We can't speak unless our truth is fully naked. (x2) Shake it, shake it, shake it. Save it, save it, save it. Shake it, shake it, shake it. Yeah. That's the way it goes. Shake it, shake it, shake it. Save it, save it, save it. Shake it, shake it, shake it, yeah, yeah. That's the way it goes.
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(Intro) crystals in your brain. they shine so bright. It's all I have to say. It's nice. Sublime. glimmer from far away. my eyes don't lie. Pulling me your way. don't fight it. (x4) (Hook): crystals in your brain. you just keep: blinding me and driving me insane. (So crazy...) It's all I have to say. you should know: I'm speechless that you're beamin' this way. (You're beamin'...) Attraction is heavy and turning away, I can't do. Flashin'. I'm ready to learn what it takes to handle... such a magnificent piece of art. It's bittersweet and all, but a closer glimpse would be so awesome. I'm awe-struck. You're giving me the goosebumps... just from a glance. The vicinity is far from... what it used to be; covered in your brightness. Bystanders move close, though the sight's intense... glimmer from far away. my eyes don't lie. Pulling me your way. don't fight it. (x4) (Hook): crystals in your brain. you just keep: blinding me and driving me insane. (So crazy...) It's all I have to say. you should know: I'm speechless that you're beamin' this way. (You're beamin'...) crystals in your brain. they shine so bright. crystals in your brain...
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No sense of me. Who's that? Don't waste your breath. I'm dead. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Anything to get by, I will touch. To be honest, I like it rough - and I'll risk my life for the high, and um... I don't know what's been up. I've succumbed to all that they find corrupt. I am Dying... to my old self. I have known Hell, Come to this Hotel and... Forget what it's like on the outside. Feel death from the life that we now hide in. (Hook): God isn't love. God is drugs. I am on my knees... Praying that you give me the strength I so often need. Calling me up, Black Birds fly and follow me. We have no hope. We have no soul. (x2) Saw my face in the rear-view. Didn't recognize what I saw there. I'm petrified that I've lost care. I'm dead inside and uncalm, staring at a corpse. Where was I before? Rarely am I sure... I don't know who I am. I am Dying... Who is my old self? I've never known well. Come to this Hotel and... Forget what it's like on the outside. Feel death until we've found life. French-kissed that freak with its mouth wide. Set-tripped, but it seems that my crowd's fine. Stepped into the scene for the foul times. I just won't flee to the outside. Threw up. I did too much - but, I'm in too deep. Never quit too soon. Get rid of this muck, then I get in the whip to get lit again, 'cause... It's dedication or something. Medication to function. Escalation from dungeons. Quick-escape with a substance. It's disgraceful to some, though this shit saved me from crumblin'... Forget what it's like on the outside. Feel life from the death that we now hide in. (Hook): God isn't love. God is drugs. I am on my knees... Praying that you give me the strength I so often need. Calling me up. Black Birds fly and follow me. We have no hope. We have no soul. (x2) (Bridge) Normality is crippling. I want to feel something else. Free me from these Waking-State Chains. Screw my fucking health. God isn't Love. God is Drugs. Grab the bottles from the shelf...
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Oh... My veins' Electric. Don't fade the essence. No way to end it. Glow-Ray, Glow-Ray, Glow-Ray. Love is a Monster. Some new persona. I think it's got what... I pray, I pray, I pray for... Looking to get me another dose. Wouldn't you give it? I wanna' know. I'm feeling Goodie like Mob and Cee-Lo. Living to the fullest. Probably so. We sway the stressin'. Hit the beach where the lady's restin'... by the water with the waves caressin'. All Day, All Day, All Day. (Hook): There's nothing you can say to me. Hair in the wind. I'm stayin' free. There's nothing you can say to me. Aviate, Aviate. (x2) My forte is gettin'... way up 'til I face the heavens. Wanna' stimulate the senses. Glow-Ray, Glow-Ray, Glow-Ray. Love is a Monster. What should I call ya'? I think it's got what... I pray, I pray, I pray for... Family and my Day-Ones. Monday to Friday, until it's time to repeat it once again. So great, so great, so great. I can see the future and it's gonna' be a blast. Air coming heavy. Don't get caught up in the draft. You can feel the aura in your body when it crashes in. I know that we've got to make it last. (Hook): There's nothing you can say to me. Hair in the wind. I'm stayin' free. There's nothing you can say to me. Aviate, Aviate. (x2) Aviators On. Aviators On. All Day, All Day, All Day. So Great, So Great, So Great. All Day, All Day, All Day. Aviators On. (Hook): There's nothing you can say to me. Hair in the wind. I'm stayin' free. There's nothing you can say to me. Aviate, Aviate. (x2) Oh... Aviators On. Aviators On.
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Sippin', sippin'. I feel like a Henny addict. Very tatted. Body pierced. Rockin' like I'm Lenny Kravitz. Whoa. I don't know anyone whenever that is so... I'm solo with the ones I left with, and I'm throwed. Inexplicable. I feel invincible. Go and give me two, three, four... Remind me 'bout my smoke, 'cause I'll forget to ash it... Don't mind me drowsy, dozin' with these dead reactions. Come with us. We'll show you things you haven't yet imagined. Initiation. Smoke and Powder like a Beauty Pageant. You should get some practice... Inexplicable. I feel invincible. Go and give me two, three, four.... (Hook): When did I, give it all... all away for this life we lead? I don't mind. No one's fault. Starry-eyed and so gone... I was a child and had the drive to be wild... Taking my momma's wine-bottles, tryna' spice up the style. Fourteen with Promethazine mixed with Sprite in my vial. Looked up to Weezy, though they said "No False Idols" in Bibles. Followed Marilyn Manson way before Christ, and I'm proud of it. Admired the rebels and shaped my life right around the shit. Doing what they said I can't; not to be cool, but to break from the trance. No one can rule me or shake up my plans. I'm only a fool 'cause they hate what I stand for. You better let go. You're gettin' your hands sore. I'm here for the party and makin' it last long. Ya'll be mistakin' the damn cause. Get in the way and we're havin' a standoff. I'm havin' a good night, but we can make it really bad, dawg. Bandana with the Mask Off. Inexplicable. I feel invincible. Go and give me two, three, four.... (Hook): When did I, give it all... all away for this life we lead? I don't mind. No one's fault. Starry-eyed and so gone... The 27 Club...
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strangled by your chokehold. please defrost me. the streets are glossy. heartbeat is off-beat. Hypothermia. spaced-out. face-down. safe routes in this blank town... are all dangerous. Ain't no saving us. Got no way to run, so I... just lay among this, even though everything's corrupt. My days are brushed upon by this bitter air. (Hook): They say the Cold Wind Blows. (x4) melancholia. this hollow aura, is my Disturbia. Hypothermia. spaced-out. face-down. safe routes in this blank town... are all dangerous. Ain't no saving us. Got no way to run, so I... just lay among this, even though everything's corrupt. My days are brushed upon by this bitter air. (Hook): They say the Cold Wind Blows. (x4)
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strictly platonic love? I'm skinny and high on drugs. skipping through life so buzzed and pretty neurotic from... slipping and trotting through schizophrenic-subconscious, the light at the end of the tunnel must be this frightening woman. Tears fall. Lachrymal. Fear calls. Lachrymal. I truly want to go beyond The Wall... I wipe my cheek and all the sadness gone. Still lost. Lachrymal. Weird pause. Lachrymal. I knew this wouldn't be a calm involvement. I sense doom in these passin' vaults... (Hook): I hear you laughing. So, what is funny? I know you have me, and I'm oblivious... I can feel oblivion rise in every inch of your eyes. Why? (x2) I thought she fell from Heaven, but she rose from Hell when my eyes were shut. Head lowered, and I wasn't looking down to find me something. I was nothing. Gazing inwards with the timer running. Mindless muttering. It's like the sky was bludgeoned. Didn't look because it wasn't such a sight to peep. Violent Preview of Prophecy. I can just see you in my deceasing. Bitin' your teeth through the side of me, strikingly. What can I do but comply with ease? Look at the ceiling and I just weep... Tears fall. Lachrymal. Fear calls. Lachrymal. I truly want to go beyond The Wall... I wipe my cheek and all the sadness gone. Still lost. Lachrymal. Weird pause. Lachrymal. I knew this wouldn't be a calm involvement. There's only Doom as I grab your arms.... (Hook): I hear you laughing. So, what is funny? I know you have me, and I'm oblivious... I can feel oblivion rise in every inch of your eyes. Why? (x2) Lachrymal...
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Groove. Move. Passed me up. I pushed you to the side. I'm only gassin' someone who can ride. Why would I go and be wastin' my time? So not down for me and you. I'm so not down with me and you... Lately, I just want to party hard and vibe... Way too many women out there about what I am. The type that that'll throw it all away for one night of magic. Do some things we never thought we might, but that's it... (Hook): I'm fascinated by the ones that know what it takes... to take this situation to another place. Lights Down Low with our bodies touchin'. Groovin' Out on a Lot of Substance. This feels like, this feels like: Ah... Miami in the 80's. Miami in the 80's. Lights Down Low with our bodies touchin'. Groovin' Out on a Lot of Substance. Miami in the 80's. Retro in the air as we confide. I'm like Vincent Vega. You're like Mia. (Right, right, right?) Pulp Fiction with it, on the dance-floor. Gave me lines and I'd sit, submissive. Waves of light against us and it's good. Baby, I just love how you're not shy. My last one wasn't much of my type. You would throw it all away for one night of magic. We should make this last forever like fanatics. (Hook): I'm fascinated by the ones that know what it takes... to take this situation to another place. Lights Down Low with our bodies touchin'. Groovin' Out on a Lot of Substance. This feels like, this feels like: Ah... Miami in the 80's. Miami in the 80's. Lights Down Low with our bodies touchin'. Groovin' Out on a Lot of Substance. Miami in the 80's. (Bridge) Tonight, it's you...
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Black magic on her lips. Witchcraft upon her hips. I've got to get a grasp... One kiss could have me. Nose still numb from the blow. Don't feel what some would show. Oh, it's just wonderful. Yeah. I'm feelin' happy. Casting spells. It has me melting. This Passion felt, like Fruit, but poison. Can't you tell? I haven't felt this... I'm manic; selfless, and ruled by voices... Black magic on her lips. Witchcraft upon her hips. Hex me. Hex me. (x2) I look at your pictures in awe. Your skin is a scripture that crawls, on every inch of these walls. This Goddess can have me. Tongue still numb from the blow. Don't feel like comin' home. Seems that you've got a hold. Now my Sin is laughing. Casting spells. It has me melting. This Passion felt, like Fruit, but poison. Can't you tell? I haven't felt this... I'm manic; selfless, and ruled by voices... (Hook): Black magic on her lips. Witchcraft upon her hips. Hex me. Hex me. (x2) Curses. Perversion. Disturbance. Inversion. Black Mass. (x4) Came to me in a night-terror. Masqueraded as light-bearer. Salivatin' at my naive kind. I see diamonds in your irises. I'm high-key binded, by this crime. Is it... divine intervention from my Dark Bride? Lilith. The object of interest... Casting spells. It has me melting. This Passion felt, like Fruit, but poison. Can't you tell? I haven't felt this... I'm manic; selfless, and ruled by voices... (Hook): Black magic on her lips. Witchcraft upon her hips. Hex me. Hex me. (x2) Curses. Perversion. Disturbance. Inversion. Black Mass. (x4)
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drift. drift. trading stares, but don't speak a word. we play it fair, but can't we converse? this air we inhale is awkward. these barriers don't seem to work. I'd take down walls if it's even worth it. I see the door, but the key is worthless... I'd rather flee for certain. What it takes for me to turn it... is more than I thought. Eyes on the prize. It costs more than I brought. I should be highly secure, but I'm not. Love and Desire's a war that I fought... for way too long. Surely, I'm caught. You're what I sought, but I walk away awfully salty. You know that you coulda' called me. But, oh well. Put the blame on me. I can take your Evil. They all see the truth. It's impossible to love me. (Hook): unwanted. unloveable. I'd touch your soul, but these rough hands, these rough hands.. These rough hands are best kept to themselves. With something so fragile, they just won't sit still. Still, you're stealing my own. You're stealing my own. These rough hands are best kept to themselves. With something so fragile, they just won't sit still. drift. drift. It's telekinetic. We are connected. I say not a word because being rejected, isn't a thing that that I need. I'm lettin' it slip instead of seeing where we're headed. I know you don't get it, but I don't get you. Why can't you tell that my past is a mess and... keeps me from steppin' to you and speaking; expressing my feelings like I'm in confession? It can't just be me, 'cause you won't make the first move. You don't expect it from me, and you're afraid of it, too. God, I have sinned. Ruined your fate. Nail me to cross. Don't loosen the stakes. I am the one who's in the way. But, I am sure she's assumin' the same. Like, "oh well." Put the blame on me. I can take your Evil. They all see the truth. It's impossible to love me. (Hook): unwanted. unloveable. I'd touch your soul, but these rough hands, these rough hands.. These rough hands are best kept to themselves. With something so fragile, they just won't sit still. Still, you're stealing my own. You're stealing my own. These rough hands are best kept to themselves. With something so fragile, they just won't sit still. drift. drift. Put the blame on me. They all see the truth. It's impossible to love me.
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Die For Me like I'm Pablo. Ride For Me With No Questions. Write the ink and I'll "Bravo" - right beneath where your flesh is. Honestly, that's my Motto. Honestly, that's my Testament. Fly with me to No Sorrows. Fly with me to No Sorrows. Round up my Vatas and Vatos. Mi Casa, Su Casa, Hermano. Cholitas keep saying "Ti Amo." That's all I need to get by, though. This Modern-Life don't got Rocko. Only us to rise to the top, so... Die For Me like I'm Pablo. Die For Me like I'm Pablo. Religion. Devotion. Who's gonna' stop us now? The Vision. They cannot block us out. Religion. Devotion. Religion. Devotion. Religion. Devotion. Who's gonna' stop us now? The Vision. They cannot block us out. (Hook): Die For Me like I'm Pablo. Ride For Me With No Questions. How many gon' follow? How many gon' follow? (x2) Narcos with a Scarface twist. I'm a Star, blowing smoke, and the frauds? They wish... A macabre art-show for the non-patient. No tomorrow for the false hatred. Salvador Dali on a Perc. Scheming on gathering the perks, and extravagance I'm worth. A Matador, stabbing 'til it hurts. I'm done with the Bull, so I'll kill it. Right after, we can splurge. Everyday's a lost scene captured from the Purge. I'll do anything to be the baddest on the verge... No Semi. Automatically, hand me the whole thing. We don't do fractions. Need no distractions. I will come with a team of Assassins, that have a Creed and a Pact in tact. So, plead your Case, but keep it Brief, 'cause we're reeking havoc. Religion. Devotion. Who's gonna' stop us now? The Vision. There's no one who can block us out. Religion. Devotion. Religion. Devotion. (Hook): Die For Me like I'm Pablo. Ride For Me With No Questions. How many gon' follow? How many gon' follow? (x2)

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released September 22, 2017

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Notebook. Clayton, New Jersey

Experimental Music sounds a lot different when it's coming from a Musician who began strictly as a rapper, then morphed into a seasoned singer, and found the perfect way to blend every aspect of his eclectic taste into one ball of beautiful chaos. In this place, often referred to as "The Collage," boundaries do not exist and are not allowed, but all are welcome to become a part of it. ... more

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