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Disassociation (Produced by Notebook​.​)

from Carpe Noctem by Notebook.

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lyrics

I'm a bit neurotic. Ever since a toddler, had a twisted logic.
Carl Jung couldn't shift the rotten, unfitted psyche that has slipped unconscious.
It's demonic; Freudian deposits. Psychotherapy could spot it.
Narcissism and Gnosticism mixed with Nihilistic doctrines…
Sitting pretty with a millimeter to my driftin’ noggen.
I would cover the room in all-black; scenery as dim as heart is.
Still as Gothic as the inner-walling of a Temple. Honest.
I've done caught the spirit; offered a part of me that I can't live with gone.

Disassociated face.
Pendulum that's made to swing.
I would use that shit to hang…
but this brain's a noose from day to day. (x2)

Scream Therapy.
My halo leaks kerosene and bleeds terribly.
Lit match against the streams. Each sclera seems…
like a Black-Hole Sun. My Sound Garden's full of treachery.
Rest in Peace to Chris Cornell. He was telling me.
Bipolar Hybrid Theories. Chester felt the enemy.
I heard the message that you sent before your exiting.
No one gets the complexities that depression leaves.
Pains of realism and higher thought.
I'm exhausted. Violent parts…
I've been cautious of the diagnostic.
Personality-splits. The sides don't cross.
I'm a liar offering solid truth from a six-sided coffin; full of life, embalmed.
Paradoxical head-space. Upright, but I'm dead-weight…

My Animus is animate. Speaking to me…
My Animus is animate. Speaking to me…

(Elizabeth):
Build your dream, I'll judge you with it.
Reality: I won't permit it.
Dreams to nightmares, watch me twist it.
Project it back until you get it.

(Hook):
Disassociated face.
Pendulum that's made to swing.
I would use that shit to hang…
but this brain's a noose from day to day. (x2)

My Animus is animate. Speaking to me…
My Animus is animate. Speaking to me…

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from Carpe Noctem, released October 31, 2018
Credit to Elizabeth, My Wife, for singing her parts on the bridge of this song.

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Notebook. Morgantown, West Virginia

Notebook. is an Alternative / Hip-Hop Musician that has been breaking down the boundaries between genres for seventeen years, all while putting his graphic, movie-like journey sonically on display. Limitation in Art is not a rule that he abides by, and the extreme highs and gut-wrenching lows of Notebook.'s life-experience is what also makes his work so relatable. ... more

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